Shooting crap is all you need when you are lonely and cranky

December 7th, 2009 by admin

Writing is my new therapy…yeah,right.Shooting crap is all that i need. Writing without much writing skills and grace is only rambling on and on without any purpose to accomplish anything.But it feels damn good when you are done. So i just give it a name to make it casual and humorous. People who read this article find it offesive then i am sorry. I believe in this franatic world we all need just some release.Ok, so therapy is also a way of healing. Healing inside helps you get over your past and guilt and be hopeful and faithful. Perhaps due to my all those nagetive thoughts and feelings playing over and over and over in my head, I often feel awkward, tense, uptight, and embarrassed. Why after all those years of self healing, i still hold on to these crap and let then ruin my life. Maybe it is hard to change. Maybe people will never change or maybe it is another super fantastic excuse to keep you this pathetic loser who you simply just so comfortable with. I am not a helpless,desperate person. So i want to be optimistic about my future.Oh well, another excuse not for stepping out of your comfort zone and do better.So the story goes on and on.The journey to heal is tough and difficult. But i am not gonna give up. I will try until I get what i want. God bless me !Please visit dongshu’s home.

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